8:54 AM
gees.
i aint talking.
nope.
at all.
im so.
pissed.?
sad.?
i dont know.
im confused.
so many feelings in me.
its just.
weird.
its like.
life isnt fair to me at all.
and god is toying with me.
life at home isnt any better too.
i have to do like pratically everything.
and when asked why.?
she'll gimme this answer.
CAUSE YOU'RE A GIRL.
gees.
if thats considered A REASON.
why not ask WHY im a girl.
thats being stupid isnt it.?
its just not fair.
i want to play internet.
must ask you.
ok fine.
nevermind.
ask then ask.
you give me so many conditions.
and i did them all.
and YOU STILL DONT LET ME PLAY.
wtf.!?
i already tolerated this long enough.
seriously.
sometimes i would just break down.
its like.
i've enough problems.
whether in school.
or homework.
or friends.
and now comes home.
where im being locked in.
not that im complaining theres housework to do.
but its just not fair.
the poor jailed has to do everything.
and her brother
totally FREE TO GO ANYWHERE brother.
can sit and enjoy
whereas i have to do everything.
man.
are people sexist now.?
only females do housework.?
rubbish.
total shit.
and im stressed up already.
cant say it here.
so yea.
i want to die.
c'mon.
if god is really fair.
i really do hope i'll die soon.
if not.
god is really.
using me as his toy.
seriously.
i had enough of him toying me now.
life can never get any worser than this.
seriously.
if it does.
i dont know how im going to survive it.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;