;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE GURRL

AMANDA

`egg cracked 080191
`bedok norh
`modern dancer

LURVES

`biting straws (:
`my phone <3
`BOOKS
`this song(:


HATES

`YOU
`COCKROACHES
`insects.!


EXITS


# amalina
# ann chen
# chenghoong
# clement
# cheryl
# evan
# giles
# huilian
# josiah
# karen
# luqman
# nick
# pamela
# ryan
# yieyeng
# yuanling
# terence
# vivien
# xinyi
# yongsiang
# zi xiang
# mom's web
# my old blogg
# class 2e blog
# class forum

TALK YOUR TALKS




PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!


THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

CREDITS(:

`designer_ sugar-starx
x x x x x x x
`adobe photoshop CS2





I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com

Sunday, July 23, 2006

8:54 AM

gees.
i aint talking.
nope.
at all.
im so.
pissed.?
sad.?
i dont know.
im confused.
so many feelings in me.
its just.
weird.
its like.
life isnt fair to me at all.
and god is toying with me.
life at home isnt any better too.
i have to do like pratically everything.
and when asked why.?
she'll gimme this answer.
CAUSE YOU'RE A GIRL.
gees.
if thats considered A REASON.
why not ask WHY im a girl.
thats being stupid isnt it.?
its just not fair.
i want to play internet.
must ask you.
ok fine.
nevermind.
ask then ask.
you give me so many conditions.
and i did them all.
and YOU STILL DONT LET ME PLAY.
wtf.!?
i already tolerated this long enough.
seriously.
sometimes i would just break down.
its like.
i've enough problems.
whether in school.
or homework.
or friends.
and now comes home.
where im being locked in.
not that im complaining theres housework to do.
but its just not fair.
the poor jailed has to do everything.
and her brother
totally FREE TO GO ANYWHERE brother.
can sit and enjoy
whereas i have to do everything.
man.
are people sexist now.?
only females do housework.?
rubbish.
total shit.
and im stressed up already.
cant say it here.
so yea.
i want to die.
c'mon.
if god is really fair.
i really do hope i'll die soon.
if not.
god is really.
using me as his toy.
seriously.
i had enough of him toying me now.
life can never get any worser than this.
seriously.
if it does.
i dont know how im going to survive it.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;